tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70684519314751894482024-03-14T10:58:51.322+08:00Aku Masih Mencari Maknanyakamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.comBlogger159125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-13797738063808847162021-01-09T10:22:00.003+08:002021-01-12T08:28:01.116+08:00Covid 19 and im on quarantine Assalamualaikum everyone !<div><br /></div><div>May each of us blessed with the best of health by the grace of Allah.</div><div>May we get the peacefulness living in His Dunya</div><div>May He guide us the right path to the highest Paradise</div><div><br /></div><div>Hello all ! How are you doing ? Dah masuk bulan ke 7 im working in UiTM. Still in same department - internal medicine. So im currently in CCU (its like ICU for cardiology patients) rotation. Ok lah, not so busy sebab bed total ad 6 saje hehe. But for oncall, i need to do cardio + general medical. Anyway, still no progress pasal tukar department. In my previous entry, i did mention pasal nak transfer to ENT. But i changed my mind, im requesting for ED pula. Haha pusing2 last pergi ED jugak. No idea bila dapat tukar because apparently UiTM dont hire new doctor for many months already. So until new doctors masuk, i will stay in medical * sigh *</div><div><br /></div><div>For long term, im still in doubt about my future in UiTM. Thinking to resign from government sector but I still have 6years bond (10years for JPA scholar). Actually my request for basic salary revision in UiTM was rejected. Apparently UiTM do not recognize UIA as goverment sector (walaupun UIA ni IPTA). So when i accepted UiTM, they assumed me from private sector thus my starting salary would be tangga paling bawah UD43. Huhu rasa mcm setahun tak dpt kenaikan. Sedih nyeee. And I hope this will not affect the 3years period for kenaikan pangkat UD48. Kalau tidak, mcm rugi je working 2years for goverment. I can make double pay if 1 quit from beginning kalau tau mcm ni :(</div><div><br /></div><div>I dont know why, but I think this is the transition in my life. What are the things I put for priority. Selalu pikir kan masa tua, pikir kan my income and where to spend my money. Aint nobody got time for partner and relationship haha. As long as my mom is healthy, my family are doing fine, I think i will be okey. I start to do investment, do trading on bursa saham, looking for opportunity in bussiness etc. Do you guys have the same feeling as me ? I mean this transition, the way you put your priority ?</div><div><br /></div><div>Im currently on home quarantine. My good friend at hospital just diagnosed with covid19. Luckily he only has very mild symptom. Insyallah will recover really soon. Tp tulah, hari tu we went to lunch naik his car. So it was about 1 hour exposure with on off pakai mask haha. I did my swab test on day3 and Alhamdulillah it was negative. So far i have no symptom. Just need to complete 10days of quarantine. Boring juga duk rumah ni, nothing much can do. And what make it worst, it consume my quota for cuti this month. Terpaksa cancel all my plan for cuti cuti malaysia. Takpe lah, must be a blessing in disguise.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok lah, that all. Im enjoying the nice saturday morning in Damansara. At this age, pagi pagi minggu mcm ni, some of my friends are managing their babies, or making breakfast for the families etc etc. But me staying alone , having coffe and do some writing on my blog. No im not lonely, just saying few variation of life cycle in this world. 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Kbye</div>kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-79994358132020928762020-11-07T09:19:00.000+08:002020-11-07T09:19:22.163+08:00Assalamualaikum<div>Hello everyone ! I wish you are on your best health and condition</div><div><br /></div><div>It is lovely saturday morning here in Damansara. I woke up early today, enjoying my coffee to catch the news on US election on my comfy bed. What a blessed !</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjN4PKWCU_TV7H5iJcVDcKYd76CgeHmAkKazSuCtiw_VW8OO2dXee9oyU5Fym4PfdiVGQ6sOdBzoRC-oT5VqVmjo5AYt1SjiPxnjxa_3iW6d2mc0eUE_l-oCybp-kT-pXgvkg8TfzNRsHL/s1000/WhatsApp+Image+2020-11-07+at+09.11.33.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="750" data-original-width="1000" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjN4PKWCU_TV7H5iJcVDcKYd76CgeHmAkKazSuCtiw_VW8OO2dXee9oyU5Fym4PfdiVGQ6sOdBzoRC-oT5VqVmjo5AYt1SjiPxnjxa_3iW6d2mc0eUE_l-oCybp-kT-pXgvkg8TfzNRsHL/s320/WhatsApp+Image+2020-11-07+at+09.11.33.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div>So it has been 6 month until my last entry. Hehe hari tu cakap nak comeback tapi sendu juga. So this is it everyone, im here ! So as usual for the intro, just a lil bit an update of my current life. Im now working with my Alma Mater UiTM since June 2020. So dah masuk 5month now. So far so good. Good colleagues, nicer bosses, higher pay and it is in KL guyss.. Senang balik ipoh hehe</div><div><br /></div><div>Except one thing.... i wish i can do something else other than medical. Yes everyone u heard it, im in medical department ! omg saya tak pandai la nk handle patient medical huhu. Since the first day of houseman, i hope I could avoid medical. Seram laa, sikit sikit patient collapse, sikit sikit nak CPR huhu. Kalau pandai mcm Hannan (bukan nama sebenar) takpe la..</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway I already sent my formal request to transfer to ENT, but until now still no reply. Hopefully i can get in soon.</div><div><br /></div><div>So a lil bit about my current job. Im a internal medicine MO. In UiTM, we have almost all major speciality here. But for the rotation, is either general medicine and cardiology. For other speciality, the general medicine MO have to cover the cases. I did both and the conclusion i can give is : i dont like any of them, period !</div><div><br /></div><div>And actually takde la minat mana pun ENT tu, it is just my escape plan LOL. My good friend, Fazreen ( bukan nama sebenar) already in ENT for few months, and he not really enjoy it. Takpe lah, as long as I can escape from medical department. </div><div><br /></div><div>Im actually kind of lost in my career. I really dont know what speciality i should further. I dont think im going to be a Pakar one day. I dont like to study, im comfortable with my current life. So i guess chronic MO pun okey. But to be in ENT until end of career without be a specialist is kind of weird for me. Afdhal (bukan nama sebenar) is taking NIOSH exam and it is tempting me lil bit. Should I take it too? </div><div><br /></div><div>Recently, I met someone. We were good and enjoyed our time together. But one day something happened and it changed everything. I was so depressed and devastated with the news. I became anxious and paranoid to almost everything. It is too complicated to tell here but basically it change my life. I was too far from my Creator for many years. And that episode made me really asked Him for help. Alhamdulillah, answered and im totally fine now. I found the peaceful back and i want to keep it. Im getting old and should think more about the Akhirat too. I hope Allah help me to be consistent in the pathway (to Heaven). I should do more good, spending more time for Him and leave the sin i made before. Help me God always. </div><div><br /></div><div>And I dont hate that person. In fact for me, that was a way God gave me a huge lesson. I should appreciate instead of hate them , right ?</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok lah, Thats all for now. I just joined stock trading (Bursa) - racun dari Afdhal lah ni. Harap harap ad lebih rezeki di situ huhu. Ye lah, nanti nak kena pikir beli susu anak pula. </div><div><br /></div><div>Good bye ! and have a good time !</div><div><br /></div><div>* hopefully Joe Biden menang. </div><div>* geng geng ultra melayu ni takyah acah anti-trump sgt boleh x ? Trump is a white supremacist, basically like you!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-51636579687905944862020-04-26T23:37:00.003+08:002020-04-26T23:37:48.328+08:00Ramadhan karem !Assalamulaikum and hello peeps !<br />
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Hey im coming back here. So we are in the month of barakah and forgiving now. Alhamdullillah diizinkan Allah utk bertemu lagi Ramadhan. But a lil bit sad for this year because of covid19 pandemic. We no longer be able to taraweh at masjid and iftar with family. I stranded in Kuantan for 3month already. huhu botak kepala aku<br />
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Oh i have decided regarding my UiTM job offer. yeah Im going to UiTM starting next month insyallah. Semoga ini keputusan yg terbaik. Somehow i feel like im in transition period to have a new life. Thinking back from the day i finished high school, actually there are few things that dont achieve yet. I was too focused on my studies and job for the past few years. Im getting old and will hit 30 in 2years. Time is running . Go Kamil go, achieve as much as you can !<br />
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Selamat berpuasa everyone !kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-9921999772561474572020-04-06T11:26:00.001+08:002020-04-06T11:27:46.854+08:00DilemmaHi everyone<div><br></div><div>So few days ago I got an email from UiTM regarding my job application. Alhamdulillah I got the offer but you know what, they want me to report duty on next month? They rejected my appeal to postpone until July 2020.</div><div><br></div><div>I really can't 😥</div><div><br></div><div>I'm working in ED now and we kind of staff shortage. How can I leave my team at this moment? This covid19 pandemic not seem to settle in a month.</div><div><br></div><div>I need to think carefully. It's like take or leave it situation. If I'm letting go this offer, how sure i can get another offer in the future. My mom really want me to work nearer to my hometown. </div><div><br></div><div>I need to discuss with my boss. Hopefully I'm strong enough to tell him that ...</div><div><br></div><div>I'm leaving boss </div><div>I'm sorry</div>kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-35001900852599796332020-04-03T12:36:00.001+08:002020-04-05T23:55:05.213+08:00Life is greatAsslamualaikum and Hello everyone !<div><br><div>Well this is my first posting for 2020. I shoud congratulate to myself for being consistent writing on this blog. Walaupun tak se aktif dulu, but yeah I'm still here hehe. It was since 2011 when I started blogging. 9years hell yeah !</div><div><br></div><div>For your info, Im currently in working in Kuantan as emergency resident at IIUM medical centre. I love my job and I have a great team here. My boss is an amazing guy 👌</div><div><br></div><div>We are now having an covid19 outbreak nation wide . It's so devastating to see what Malaysian have to go through. But I'm always proud of our own Malaysian medical team. May Allah help us along the way. We can win this fight !. Tapi to be honest, penat juga musim covid19, easily annoyed, rasa mcm burnout je. Long working day is still fine for me. But as a avid traveller (yeke ? Hihi), sebulan tak keluar kuantan rasa mcm nak omg I can't mommy! Semoga cepat reda and can go travel lagi </div><div><br></div><div>* For my team, stay strong okey? We can do this !</div><div>* Kudos to polices, armies, food delivers and everyone on this battle too</div><div><br></div><div><div>So many things happened to me for the past few years. Every ups and downs are countless blessing. Im enjoying my life. Everyday is a lesson to myself. Finding a better me. Life is great, Alhamdulillah 😇😌</div><div><br></div><div><i>Every failed relationship is not a failure.</i></div><div><i>It's just a lesson for you.</i></div><div><i>People come and go.</i></div><div><br></div><div>Im seeing life in a bigger picture now. We are not competing with everyone else. They are on their own pace and me on my own. My schoolmate dh kahwin? My uni-mate getting into master program? Etc etc. Let them be and I should be proud of them. I have my own battle. And for me, what is more important is how do I appreciate life and be happy always. </div><div><br></div><div><i>Dont be afraid to change</i></div><div><i>Don't hesitate to move</i></div><div><i>If you think it is for the better you</i></div><div><i><br></i></div><div>Ok people's, itu sahaja for this time. I should write more in the future. Buat kenang kenagan di masa tua 😌</div><div><br></div><div>Till we meet again. Bye !</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div></div>kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-88188399593942239212019-04-21T23:50:00.002+08:002019-04-21T23:57:15.879+08:00For UiTM medical students to beAssalamualaikum<br />
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It's been a while since I posted regarding UiTM medical faculty. I'm having a late 20s crisis, getting old and focusing on my future. Eh meroyan pulak, well my point here is I'm lil bit busy on my job and not always here to reply your questions in this blog anymore. </div>
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Fast update : Done 2years housemanship on december 2018 end currently I'm an anaesthesiology medical officer in IIUM medical centre (Hospital UIA) . Please make a Doa for me to get accepted into A&E department. I guess my heart belong to emergency family</div>
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Goodluck adik2. You will be a great doctor one day :)</div>
kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-25168684231079359172018-11-02T17:18:00.000+08:002018-11-02T17:18:09.962+08:00My ED story : Jin<br />
Di suatu pagi yang tenang, shift pagi baru sahaja bermula. Jabatan kecemasan masih belum sibuk seperti kebiasaan nya. Tiba tiba...<br />
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"Arghhh.....!!! Huarghhh....!!!Ahahahahah....!!!"<br />
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Kamil : weh fatin, siapa jerit jerit tu? Mcm ad case psychiatry ja kat yellow zone? Best ni, aku pi tengok sat?<br />
Fatin : Hang nak menyibuk buat apa?<br />
Kamil : ala bukan ad patient lagi ni.. ok bye fatin<br />
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Terus aku menuju ke cubicle 2 yg telah ditutupi langsir. Kelihatan telah ramai staff kecemasan bertungkus lumus utk menenangkan pesakit yg sedang seakan akan dirasuk<br />
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Abu : weh Kamil sado, mai tolong aku restraint ( ikat ) patient. Kuat jugak dy ni.<br />
Kamil : Okey sat<br />
Staff nurse I : Dr, pegang tangan dy tu. Lock kat elbow<br />
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Sedang berhempas pulas. Gadis yg dirasuk itu tiba senyum dan ketawa<br />
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" Hahahaha, hangpa semua jahil! Nak ikat aku pasaipa ? Hahaha "<br />
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Kamil : Seram pulak aku tgk. Boss , tak mau sedate dia ni ka?<br />
Nazrin : sat on the way dah tu. Aku dah order midazolam<br />
Staff nurse II : midazolam ready, Dr pegang tgn dy. Sy nak bg ni.<br />
Kamil : Okey kak<br />
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Sedang aku pegang erat tgn pesakit tu, tiba tiba dy mengangkat kepala nya dan cuba menggigit tangan aku<br />
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Kamil : Peh, dasyat. Nasib baik sempat tarik tangan<br />
Abu : Kena ke?<br />
Kamil : Tak pun, dy sempat 'jilat' je<br />
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Patient kembali tenang selepas midazolam diberi<br />
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Kamil : huh nasib baik tak kena gigit tadi.<br />
Staff nurse I : patient bukan sedar pun Dr, so literally Jin yg nak gigit Dr<br />
Staff nurse : hmm salah tu, Dr Kamil sebenarnya dijilat Jin<br />
Kamil : erk...Aku dijilat Jin? * Gulp *<br />
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* TAMMAT*<br />
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-59487683978451956222018-10-25T00:58:00.000+08:002018-10-25T00:58:33.336+08:00assalamualaikum<br />
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" HELL YEAH, AFTER FREAKING 1 YEAR, I AM BACK!!<br />
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Okey back to topic. Hello peoples, Kamil here, still a potato houseman haha. Im actually finishing so soon, hmm 50days left roughly. Life is much much more better sine I finished my surgical (4th) posting back on April. Orthopaedic (5th) was noting much. I love the procedure ( yes mem, im your procedure man) and I love the shift too ( banyak gila cuti haha). In orthopaedic an houseman at HSAH expected to do procedure that some houseman in other hospital never got chance. I did tones of Rays amputation, wound debridement, finger refrashioning, tibial pin insertion etc. Good for exposure and sharpening your surgical skill. Ahhh good old times at orthopaedic<br />
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Im currently in my final posting, Accident and Emergency (6th). So far so great, im enjoying so much my times in ED. I like the way we keep our adrenaline at its higher pace. I can see many kind of cases and I think it is a great exposure for me to be a KK medical officer ( hahaha berangan lah kauu)<br />
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Since I have a lot of cuti at the moment, I guess it is the best time for me to fulfil my teenage dream : to be a traveller. Banyak gila travel list but the only thing stop me is duit always xcukup haha. Last 2week, I visited Cambodia, covered Siem Reap and Phnom Penh. It was a good place for cultural and historical kind of visit. Angkot wat such a magical place. However it is not family/child/ elderly friendly. The weather is always hot, city is congested and the food are pricey (they use US dollar, nasi goreng pun USD6 what the hell)<br />
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Today im having 2days leave. I applied this cuti is actually for Hatyai visit. However I didn't manage to get a travel buddy since it is end of month and everybody takde duit. So I decided to visit Penang alone ( ala boring la but its typical me). Dapat merasa katil empuk malam ni hewhewhew<br />
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Oh tadi aku tengok citer best, A star is boss. Eh stress pulak aku si Jackson tu jackass sangat pi suicide. Kasihan si Ally. Anyway, it was a good show. Nora bagi 5bintanggg<br />
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K lah, nak tido. Baiiii<br />
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Sok lusa aku tulis lagi. Silap hari bulan lg setahun kahkahkahkamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-6360297047089402782017-08-31T12:41:00.001+08:002017-08-31T12:41:53.368+08:00Hello from the outsideSalam all<br />
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yea i know it has been 8 freaking months without update. Life kinda a mess now, but im here standing still :)<br />
nothing to share here, just feel like want to write something. Im in peri medical ward, at K4 and guess what? i only have 4patient here. Hehe Oh Allah bless me :)<br />
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Public holiday today, so ward not busy. Im writing here using ward computer as there is nothing else i can do. Ward work all done, patient pulak stable, specialist ni xmai2 lagi. so chill saja lah<br />
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Oh lil bit update of myslef. Im currently in 3rd posting of HO, in medical department. I passed paediatric and O&G without any major problem alhamdulillah. So far, im still in love with my job haha. But sometimes i was thinking to quit KKM and join private sector one day. Who know?<br />
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Ok lah tu je nk tulis sket. Esok luisa (ntah la bila tu) ak tulis proper punya. Yg ni entry merapu saja hahaha<br />
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Ok bye , salam<br />
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ps : Happy merdeka All<br />
psII : Selamat hari raya Aidil Adha all<br />
psIII : congrat team malaysia for winning SEA games. Rimau aummm<br />
kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-16607508173302775482016-12-12T20:14:00.000+08:002016-12-13T21:54:37.073+08:00Fakulti Perubatan UiTM part III : Clinical yearAssalamualaikum<br>
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Dalam kurikulum tahun klinikal, pelajaran berdasarkan posting. Setiap tahun ada posting tertentu dan mungkin berulang utk posting2 penting (medical n surgery). Setiap posting adalah selama 6-8 minggu. Di hujung setiap posting ada exam masing2.<br>
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<div>Kurikulum di tahun klinikal berlainan. Kalau pra klinikal, korg mainly ad lecture n praktikal lab shj. Tp start tahun 3, korg basically attach di hospital. Dlm satu batch tu, korg akan dibahagi kpd 5-6 group posting. Dan setiap posting ad group kecik utk bedside teaching. Mainly teaching melalui bedside teaching 2-3kali seminggu. Selain tu ad juga seminar, case presentation etc</div><div><br></div><div>1) Bedside teaching - teaching sebelah katil patient. Basically 1-2 students dlm group kena clerk any patients dlm ward, then present kat Dr n ahli group lain. Basically discussion slps tu based on that particular case n patient. Lepas belajar buat relevant examination kat patient tu. </div><div>2) Seminar - setiap group akan diberi satu topic utk present n dibincang dlm kelas. Topic mungkin sama mcm masa pra klinikal, tp this time lebih aplikasi klinikal a.k.a clinical practice. Selalunye kelas di bilik seminar di ward2. </div><div>3) Case presentation - mcm bedside teaching juga cuma present guna slide PowerPoint dlm bilik seminar. N this time discussion selalunye lebih details</div><div>4) assignment - siap kan 1-2 kan case write up dlm setiap posting. Pilih mana2 case kat ward, tulis blk semua clinical notes with discussion. Discussion tu evidence based ye, so rajin2 la bukak journal n cuba kaitkan research sblum ni dgn your own case.</div><div>5) Logbook - dlm setiap posting, student kena penuhkan logbook. Basically dlm tu summary apa yg korg buat during the whole 2months posting. For example masa surgery, korg kena masuk OT at least 3 kali, buat venipuncture 10 kali, cuci like 3 kali etc </div><div><br></div><div>Untuk exam pulak, akan diadakan setiap minggu akhir di setiap posting. 'End of posting' exam selalu akan ad short case or long case saje. Selepas tamat 2-3 posting, akan ad pula 'end of semester's exam. Kali ni akan ada exam bertulis, OSCE etc. Oh yes, minggu exam student xleh gi ward dah. So mmg xtau korg dpt case ap for long n short case. Pengalaman ak, minggu exam la mcm2 case pelik penuh kat ward yg korg xpenah jumpa sblum tu hahaha. Pasrah je la masa tu</div><div><br></div><div>1) Long case - student akan dipanggil sorang2, dibawa ke sorang patient (any patient available kat ward), then diberi sejam utk clerk full medical history n buat relevant examination. Lps tu korg gi jumpa Dr, and present la kat dy. Jgn tipu ye sbb Dr dh dpt copy full history patient tu. <span style="font-family: sans-serif;">Then soalan based on that particular case.</span></div><div>2) Short case - Dr bawak korg terus ke mana2 patient kat ward n dy bg short history then korg decide la nk buat physical examination ape. Contoh : </div><div><br></div><div>"This patient 30 years old malay male came to hospital yesterday due to chest pain. Please proceed with relevant examination" -> so dlm case ni korg tau patient ni most likely problem dy kat jantung or paru2. So terus la proceed dgn cardio n respy examination </div><div><br></div><div>Korang kena come out with provisional diagnosis lps habis examine patient n discussion based on that. </div><div><br></div><div>3) OSCE - yg ni sama je mcm masa pra clinical. Cuma case lbh 'klinikal'.</div><div>4) Written exam - ad a few paper MCQ, PBQ,SAQ etc. Malas la pulak nk explain satu2. Nanti korg dh masuk korg tau laaa</div><div><br></div><div>Untuk survive n naik tahun, korg hny boleh fail maximum 1posting shj per year. Tp tu pun kena reseat exam2 di atas. Kitorg panggil 'remedial exam'. Kalau fail 2posting, automatic repeat year. Repeat year lebih dr 2kali, ad potensi utk dibuang university. </div>
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Haaa habis pun. Gigih ak tulis masa tgh kursus pra HO. Nasib kursus boring, ad masa ak nk tulis. Ak nk masuk keje lg 4 hari wei. Mixed feeling n hopefully im doing well for housemanship. Mohon doa kalian :)</div>
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-19174643391683496632016-12-02T00:53:00.000+08:002016-12-02T09:08:54.776+08:00BlessAssalamualaikum<br>
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Dah few days tak sempat melawat blog. Maklum lah bila dah kat KL, bukan ad wifi nk bukak laptop pun. In fact masa kat KL sibuk jumpa kawan2 before starting working nnti. So then bila dh blk ipoh, one of the things i must n love do is blog walking my forever love blogger friends : Ammar and Radin. Dua insan hebat ni, masyallah terasa kerdil je diri ni huhu</div>
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Few weeks ago we all witnessed how strong ammar fight his disease. I always admire his determination and endless family love. Such a inspirational story to share with my kids later :) And somehow i know Radin also has those values. </div>
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Remember Radin, Allah menguji kpd mereka yg mampu. You can fight all this. We all behind ur back. Stay strong! Lots of Love ~</div>
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ps: oh gosh, i love song from ammar blog. </div>
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ps: rindu bila jumpa ammar, we will give a random hug</div>
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ps: rindu bila jumpa radin, we will say " Hi Radinnn...Hi Kamil..." with our hand waving to each other</div>
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ps: such a bless to know these two fella in person. Miss u guys already huhu</div>
kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-73731612061649040802016-11-26T10:37:00.002+08:002016-12-13T21:55:16.166+08:00Goodbye Am Assalamualaikum<br>
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Today is one of my saddest day in my life. Am pergi menghadap Ilahi semalam buat selama lamanya. Entah kenapa tp malam terakhir Am, Allah gerakkan hati aku utk call dy. Dan entah mengapa pula, Allah gerakkan hati nya utk jawab panggilan aku. Berbulan Am mengelak utk berbual di telefon. Malam itu lain cerita, syukur Alhamdulillah. Suara Am mmg lain, mmg dia sedang menderita. Ujian yg Allah beri dia mmg jadikan dia insan yg sangat kuat. Dia tetap sama sabar dan ceria, itulah Am yg aku kenal sejak dulu. Sedikit pun tak berubah</div>
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<i>Our joy and our sadness</i></div>
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<i>Till we meet again in the other world</i></div>
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<i>Wait me...</i></div>
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Selamat tinggal Am, sayang ku dunia akhirat</div>
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p/s : Benar kata orang, "Allah tarik nyawa orang baik2 dahulu agar yg hidup dpt ambil iktibar"<br>
p/s : People may question me what kind of relationship is this. Dont u think it weird ? I dont have an exact answer, but believe me you will find that until u found someone who u call soulmate. It is very pure.</div>
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-11684375071132570212016-11-18T22:40:00.003+08:002016-11-18T22:45:43.614+08:00smile"I know this is random, but u have a really nice smile"<br />
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-71783785127124884282016-11-15T18:56:00.003+08:002016-11-15T18:56:25.829+08:00Cuti dah nak habisAssalamualaikum<br />
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It has been a while since the last time write something on this blog. I promised once to myself to be an active blogger back after i finished my medical school but i did not happen. I honestly dont know to what i spent most of my free time. Waking up early, staying on bed doing nothing until it lil bit early of afternoon to find some food. The cycle repeated every single day. What a boring life i have.</div>
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*listening to Yuna song and i was like omg girl i love ur silky voice*</div>
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Ammar n Radin r both my good blogger friends. They r always inspiring me to write so here we are, already in 2nd paragraph lol. Honestly aku pun xtau what kind of topic im gonna write. Just a piece of thought that suddenly run on my mind. Tadi sengaja bukak draft and guess what? I have more than 10 draft posts and some of them dah basi pun cerita nya, for example my 2016 Raya story kahkahkah. Tu lah, tulis separuh pastu boring. And suddenly i read my 1 year old draft post about a person that i love. The story line now changed, you r back but for me u r now not more than a good memories. Im over you. Yet u r always my favourite thing.</div>
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Sedar tak sedar, almost 6 months since i graduated from medical school. In fact im gonna start working really soon. 5 december 2016 insyallah kalau tiada aral melintang. Please make some Doa for me to go through my housemanship training successfully. 2 years is not a short period. Hopefully i come out as a good doctor to my patient. Ulil (senior) once advice me " treat your patient like you r treating your own family, gain knowledge a much as you can during HO, it will shape what kind of doctor r you in the future". Thanks Lil, i will remember ur word. Hopefully im not too busy during HO so that we still can catch up sometimes. Because i wont repeat ur mistake during ur HO time, u suddenly disappear and left me behind sobs hahaha (gurau je im good la, dlu je touching mcm budak tak matang ngeh3)</div>
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Since the day i graduated in June, there are so many thing i wanna do in life but not accomplished yet. Dah penuh note travel whistlist, but satu pun xpergi hahaha. Bukan rezeki lg buat masa skrg. Lepas hbs HO insyallah. Sometimes rasa cemburu dgn kawan yg travel merata rata but biarlah sementara ni pujuk hati dulu " Allah bagi rezeki peluang dia tgk negera org skrg, your turn will be coming soon". Kahkahkah mengade geli gelemai pulak aku baca ajet2 diari pula. </div>
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Tahniah kpd adik2 yg dpt masuk fakulti perubatan UiTM. Sorry la baru perasan korg dh daftar baru terhegeh hegeh ak nak post kan. Maklum lah busy jadi doctor ni (kahkahkah tipu je kerja pun tak start lg weyh). Mesti korg bnyk soalan n blurr kan masa mula2 masuk kan. Aku pun dulu newbies jugak. Takpe jgn risau, time MDS nti dyorg akan explain satu per satu.<br />
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Tak boleh la nk tulis bnyk2. Laptop ad org pinjam. Ni pun gigih ak download apps blogger kat phone sbb nak tulis post ni tahu? Kalau korg ad pape, pm je la abang (ehem) di Facebook (kamil kamaruddin). Sorry wechat hny utk gadis ( gurau je xde pun wechat dah delete lps tgk vine luqman pudolski 2hari lepas). Nti just perkenal diri n tny je pape. Sementara tgh free ni boleh la nak melayan korang. Nak tips ke, nak menyembang ke, nak kasih syg ke. Boleh saje. </div>
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Ok dah la tu. Ur medical journey just started, seat back n relax. Enjoy B-)</div>
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<p dir="ltr">I know it's a call. It's a time. The same feeling few years ago. Kamil, don't look back. U will be coming back as a better person. Just bear in mind, it's all about yourself. Do not compare, do not judge. Just do your best <u>shot</u></p>
kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-13807422392870026752016-05-14T23:37:00.001+08:002016-11-18T22:46:14.701+08:0010th day<div dir="ltr">
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Well it's already 10 days. Since the day I knew you were there, living your life. Things seems get better for you, I'm so happy. But for me not much different, I remain the same guy who is loving you hopelessly. </div>
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It's actually already 6months since our last conversation. Somebody got hurt. We decided to what we are now. Apart. </div>
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Please, reply me. I'm leaving soon. At least for the last goodbye </div>
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P/s: <u>pray</u> for my professional exam. 12days to <u>go</u></div>
kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-34675003758361753442016-03-30T00:01:00.001+08:002016-03-30T00:01:50.299+08:00lebiuu allAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi all! hahaha lama betul tak bukak blog. Nasib la korang, sape suruh rindu...haaaaa (k, forever alone gila)</div>
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Aku pelik betul dgn si ammar n radin ni, korang pehal rajin sangat update haaa? tak terkejar I tau aumm.Tadi singgah blog dyorang jap, tersengih sengih aku baca. Kipidap guys, lebiuuu</div>
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Last weekend ada dinner, kemain semua nak melaram gojes kau jah. Ammar (artis jemputan) hot kot atas pentas. Suka betul aku tgk dy parking kaki sebelah bengkok sket so that nampak curved pinggul. Seksi bakhang. Dinner okey, performance ok, overall ok nora bagi 4 bintang. Lepas dinner biasa la sesi bergambar, haa segala jenis kait rapat masa tu nak bergambar sama, geng study group, geng housemate, geng gossip, geng BFFTJF, geng surau. Tapi yg plg syahdu geng GeBU. Blog dah terkubur, tp feeling tu still rasa smpi sekarang. lebiuuu<br />
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Dah lama tak tulis waktu2 cenggini. Secara azali dan alami nya, aku xkan rajin pulak nak buka blog tgh hari. Ye la kan, ni kan waktu tidur, malam nak stay up study smpi subuh lagi hmmm</div>
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-30941845978873107422016-01-05T01:03:00.001+08:002016-01-05T01:03:22.245+08:00Ammar suruh update blogAssalamualaikum<br />
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Ingat malam ni nak menyinggah je blog ammar n radin. Tp si ammar ni psycho aku pulak. Ye lah abe, nak tulis la nih. Tapi idea xde so malam ni aku main tulis sajo, konsep meredah redah sambil meroyan k.</div>
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Sekarang posting dah nak habis, minggu ke5. Next week dah final sem 9. Sem 9 okey. Dah nak habis MBBS ni haa.. Pui sembang medik, boring2. Tapi biar aku sambung sket lg, just nak ckp aku busy gila dgn psychiatry ni. Busy siapkan CWU dgn nak berebut2 patient, busy nak reka HOPI supaya menarik, busy nak buat video projek, busy nak final exam. Ok tu je bab medik.</div>
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-70934889807014860022015-12-20T00:03:00.001+08:002015-12-20T00:11:58.572+08:00Low mood againSalam , Hi all<br />
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First of all, aku baru 2 minggu nak move dgn segala positivity cuba kutip celah2 yg ada. N now another thing happened . Baru baca blog ammar n aku baru perasan Pro exam lg 5 bulan 10 hari. Like seriously? aku ni dah la bodoh nak tukar mood rajin pun ambil masa berbulan. Tu baru rajin, belum lagi tukar bodoh ke pandai lg...hmm...sempat ke tak ni :(</div>
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Oh Allah, forgive me, give me strength to face all this</div>
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Alhamdulillah dah 2minggu posting baru psychiatry, Hopefully ada sinar di hujung jalan. Penat la jadi budak bodoh je memanjang. Dah la penat hd hensem pun tak habis2 lg...hmm...</div>
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kamilkamaruddinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592824620702636751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068451931475189448.post-49317095823487048062015-12-04T21:01:00.001+08:002015-12-04T21:01:23.081+08:00Budak bodoh tak suka jadi bodohAssalamualaikum..<br />
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Mashalla brother sisturr lama sungguh kau tak update dasar pemalas</div>
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Ok la, pendek je kali ni. Doakan aku survive y5 ni n grad on time. N grad dgn badan sado ketaq2. Ingat murah ke rockafella selayang tu? haha</div>
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