10th day

Assalamualaikum

Well it's already 10 days. Since the day I knew you were there, living your life. Things seems get better for you, I'm so happy. But for me not much different, I remain the same guy who is loving you hopelessly.

It's actually already 6months since our last conversation. Somebody got hurt. We decided to what we are now. Apart.

Please, reply me. I'm leaving soon. At least for the last goodbye

P/s: pray for my professional exam. 12days to go

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lebiuu all

Assalamualaikum

Hi all! hahaha lama betul tak bukak blog. Nasib la korang, sape suruh rindu...haaaaa (k, forever alone gila)

Aku pelik betul dgn si ammar n radin ni, korang pehal rajin sangat update haaa? tak terkejar I tau aumm.Tadi singgah blog dyorang jap, tersengih sengih aku baca. Kipidap guys, lebiuuu

Last weekend ada dinner, kemain semua nak melaram gojes kau jah. Ammar (artis jemputan) hot kot atas pentas. Suka betul aku tgk dy parking kaki sebelah bengkok sket so that nampak curved pinggul. Seksi bakhang. Dinner okey, performance ok, overall ok nora bagi 4 bintang. Lepas dinner biasa la sesi bergambar, haa segala jenis kait rapat masa tu nak bergambar sama, geng study group, geng housemate, geng gossip, geng BFFTJF, geng surau. Tapi yg plg syahdu geng GeBU. Blog dah terkubur, tp feeling tu still rasa smpi sekarang. lebiuuu

Ok nak habis dah. Sekarang tgh posting last, surgery. Okey kot hopefully. Pro exam pun dah dekat, 62 hari lg hokeyy. Doakan semua batch aku lepas n boleh jdi doktor yeay

Serius ni, pohon panjatkan doa utk kami. lebiuuu lagik

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Feeling meh

Assalamualaikum

Dah lama tak tulis waktu2 cenggini. Secara azali dan alami nya, aku xkan rajin pulak nak buka blog tgh hari. Ye la kan, ni kan waktu tidur, malam nak stay up study smpi subuh lagi hmmm

K tipu

Saja tulis sket. Tgh boring kelas psychotherapy tdi. Topic menarik tp meleret leret pulak. Tu la kalau dpt sekali satu posting dgn budak2 extra pandai, extra rajin ni, mcm2 benda dyorg nak tny. Tp at least revison class tdi mmg mencerahkan bab2 psychotherapy yg tak best n tak minat tu. Qu puteh2x...tak putih2 pun...

Ni tulis ni bukan apa, benda remeh temeh je trigger dy. Ak actually rasa xbest n semacam kalau bab2 RKR ni. Last week semua group current posting paed nak selfie bagai ngan dy pastu insta hashtag RKRselfie, RKRsenyum, RKRbaik etc. Pastu korg gossip kat whatsapp group ckp semua lulus la ngan dy, excellent la, discussion smpi 30min sbb perform sgt masa short case la etc. Hello, pedih hati lepas short case n fail  dgn dy dulu pun xhabis lg, korg huha huha cenggitu depan ak. Sakit nya tuh di sini. 

I feel so stupid

Nak move on pun susah. Dah la exam medicine semalam mcm harem susah nye. Pead mcm boleh cover balik kat theory paper insyallah. Medicine mcm bye2 je la

I feel so stupid.

K bye

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Ammar suruh update blog

Assalamualaikum

Hi everyone! 

Ingat malam ni nak menyinggah je blog ammar n radin. Tp si ammar ni psycho aku pulak. Ye lah abe, nak tulis la nih. Tapi idea xde so malam ni aku main tulis sajo, konsep meredah redah sambil meroyan k.

Sekarang posting dah nak habis, minggu ke5. Next week dah final sem 9. Sem 9 okey. Dah nak habis MBBS ni haa.. Pui sembang medik, boring2. Tapi biar aku sambung sket lg, just nak ckp aku busy gila dgn psychiatry ni. Busy siapkan CWU dgn nak berebut2 patient, busy nak reka HOPI supaya menarik, busy nak buat video projek, busy nak final exam. Ok tu je bab medik.

Yg tak medik nye, aku skrg pergi rockafella sesorang huhuhu. Semua dah lari gym depan kolej. Ye lah,gym tu dekat jalan kaki je n murah pulak. So maybe bulan ni last la main rockafella sebelum register Empire Gym depan kolej yg fasiliti tak berapa nak cukup n dipenuhi dgn newbie2 yg baru nak up [baca : main seminit, selfie 10min]. Tapi, JPA xmasuk lagi, takde duit T.T

Peh, bapak boring post kali ni. K bye.

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