Goodbye Am

Assalamualaikum

Selamat pagi semua, harap sihat2 belaka dlm lindungan Allah

Today is one of my saddest day in my life. Am pergi menghadap Ilahi semalam buat selama lamanya. Entah kenapa tp malam terakhir Am, Allah gerakkan hati aku utk call dy. Dan entah mengapa pula, Allah gerakkan hati nya utk jawab panggilan aku. Berbulan Am mengelak utk berbual di telefon. Malam itu lain cerita, syukur Alhamdulillah. Suara Am mmg lain, mmg dia sedang menderita. Ujian yg Allah beri dia mmg jadikan dia insan yg sangat kuat. Dia tetap sama sabar dan ceria, itulah Am yg aku kenal sejak dulu. Sedikit pun tak berubah

Thanks for memories Am

Thanks for notes that u gave me

Thanks for the advice

Thanks because you never left me no matter what happen

I will always remember you in prayers

I will always remember our smile, your voice, your everything

Our joy and our sadness

You will remain in my heart forever

Till we meet again in the other world

Wait me...

Selamat tinggal Am, sayang ku dunia akhirat

one of his note to me, dont worry Am, i will keep it all until my last breath

p/s : Benar kata orang, "Allah tarik nyawa orang baik2 dahulu agar yg hidup dpt ambil iktibar"
p/s : People may question me what kind of relationship is this. Dont u think it weird ? I dont have an exact answer, but believe me you will find that until u found someone who u call soulmate. It is very pure.

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smile

"I know this is random, but u have a really nice smile"

Yeah that is the word. Back to months ago in mid 2015, these sentence changed my perception in a few things. We talked, got to know each other, be friend .

we talked, we smiled, we laugh.
we shared, we cried, we care
You teased me, I teased you.
You like me, I like you

and now after all that we have been thru, it seem like we r not meant together. We were trying so hard but sometimes we just need to be honest to the situation. For any reason that is uncertain, this is the best for now. Lets not talk to each other.You be you and I be me .

If u think it is easy to me, the answer is hell no. I always be the same. Same guy with half minded, who addicted to you n could not forgive your first smile. 

In the end of the day, the only thing i want remember is your smile. Because one day i will learn to live without you and move on.

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Cuti dah nak habis

Assalamualaikum

Hello readers! 

It has been a while since the last time write something on this blog. I promised once to myself to be an active blogger back after i finished my medical school but i did not happen. I honestly dont know to what i spent most of my free time. Waking up early, staying on bed doing nothing until it lil bit early of afternoon to find some food. The cycle repeated every single day. What a boring life i have.

*listening to Yuna song and i was like omg girl i love ur silky voice*

Ammar n Radin r both my good blogger friends. They r always inspiring me to write so here we are, already in 2nd paragraph lol. Honestly aku pun xtau what kind of topic im gonna write. Just a piece of thought that suddenly run on my mind. Tadi sengaja bukak draft and guess what? I have more than 10 draft posts and some of them dah basi pun cerita nya, for example my 2016 Raya story kahkahkah. Tu lah, tulis separuh pastu boring. And suddenly i read my 1 year old draft post about a person that i love. The story line now changed, you r back but for me u r now not more than a good memories. Im over you. Yet u r always my favourite thing.

Sedar tak sedar, almost 6 months since i graduated from medical school. In fact im gonna start working really soon. 5 december 2016 insyallah kalau tiada aral melintang. Please make some Doa for me to go through my housemanship training successfully. 2 years is not a short period. Hopefully i come out as a good doctor to my patient. Ulil (senior) once advice me " treat your patient like you r treating your own family, gain knowledge a much as you can during HO, it will shape what kind of doctor r you in the future". Thanks Lil, i will remember ur word. Hopefully im not too busy during HO so that we still can catch up sometimes. Because i wont repeat ur mistake during ur HO time, u suddenly disappear and left me behind sobs hahaha (gurau je im good la, dlu je touching mcm budak tak matang ngeh3)

Since the day i graduated in June, there are so many thing i wanna do in life but not accomplished yet. Dah penuh note travel whistlist, but satu pun xpergi hahaha. Bukan rezeki lg buat masa skrg. Lepas hbs HO insyallah. Sometimes rasa cemburu dgn kawan yg travel merata rata but biarlah sementara ni pujuk hati dulu " Allah bagi rezeki peluang dia tgk negera org skrg, your turn will be coming soon". Kahkahkah mengade geli gelemai pulak aku baca ajet2 diari pula. 

somebody please bring me to this place!

To my readers, im strunggling to finish my post about UiTM medical faculty and Pro Exam.  Susah nya nk karang huhuhu. Sabar laaa 

Thats all for now. Thanks for reading.

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Rezeki uber

Assalamualaikum

Hi semua!

Dok rumah ni makin lama makin pemalas ak nak update blog ni. Berderet entry nk tulis. Yg dah basi macam raya 2016 boleh lupa la. Dah nak raya haji dah pun kahkahkah. Nanti ak delete kat draft tu haa.. dah tulis separuh huhu

*Nanti aku tulis entry hangat fakulti perubatan UiTM part III n PRO3 exam*

*part I dah nak masuk 30K views weii*

Okey kali ni nak cerita pasal aktiviti seorang penganggur. Aku dah jadi graduan perubatan terhormat ni dah nak masuk bulan ke empat ye tuan2. So dari menghabiskan beras kat rumah, ad baik ak cari duit utk top up beras kan. Tp disebabkan ak pemalas tp nak duit je, so ak nak cari keje yg ak boleh control working hour. Google punya Google terjumpa la pasal uber muehehehe

So setakat ni dah 2 bulan jadi pak supir uber area Ipoh. Syukur alhamdulillah lepas la nak travel2 sket gi penang, KL, sume. Satgi nak plan johor n langkawi pulak, Nak plan oversea cam geng rahimau tu cheq tak mampu,, cheq mampu berhuhuhuhu je lulz

Ok skrg nak promote lah sape2 nak jadi uber driver leh pm tepi.(whatsapp aje 0193839548) Aku ajar dari A sampai Z 

Q&A

1)Saya layak tak jadi driver uber?

- Ya, kalau anda hensem. Gurau je.(k tak lawak) Ya kalau ada warga malaysia, umur 18tahun ke atas, ada lesen kereta penuh (bukan P)

- Junior2 yg jd nak uber driver meh sini join. Korang buat weekend je pun leh cover belanja seminggu tau.

2)Kereta saya layak ke x ?

- Ya, kalau kereta anda 4pintu, berusia tidak lebih dr 8 tahun (2007), dan tiada kerosakan fizikal yg besar

3) Insurans n lesen kereta lak cemana?

- Insurans mesti la masih hidup n dibawah nama pemandu uber (tak kisah sbgai nama pertama, kedua or ketiga). Kalau kereta tu pinjam kete bapak, gi syarikat insurans ckp nak tambah nama. Ikut syarikat masing2 krn caj utk tambah nama berbeza-beza, ada free, ade semurah RM10, ada semahal 15% dr bill insurans

- Lesen pun mestilah masih hidup

3) Aku dok Jitra boleh ke buat uber?

- Boleh kalau ada permintaan. Tp basically so far uber hanya beroperasi di Penang, Ipoh, KL, Melaka, JB, KK.

- bandar2 sekeliling masih boleh beruber kalau ada permintaan. Contoh, manjung tertakluk kpd rules uber Ipoh, Cuma permintaan jarang2 ada.

- Contoh lain, Nilai tertakluk kpd rules uber KL. Tp nilai demand tinggi jugak sbb bnyk budak kolej

4) Daftar kena bayar x?

- Free aje. Silap2 dpt duit poket lg

- Ok nak promo sket, sape daftar under sy, anda berpeluang utk menangi wang tunai sehingga RM100!! Wauuu lepas la buat modal minyak n tol utk 3-4 hari hehe *TnC applied*

5)Gaji masyuk tak?

- depends, kalau rajin bnyk la dpt hehe

- kalau part time (3-6jam online), area KL boleh dpt dlm RM150-200 sehari. Full time RM300/day no problem

- kalau part time area ipoh boleh dpt dlm RM40-70 sehari. Ipoh bnyk trip pendek huhu

- ikut rezeki , ada hari sgt slow, ada hari non stop org request 

Ok setakat tu la dulu. Kalau nak tny lebih leh pm tepi, kita sembang kat whatsapp. Take care

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